I wonder when can I stop being so emo. It's like everyone of my friends are moving on with their lives and I can't even get a job at Berrylite. wtf. I've been sending resumes everywhere and none of them replied. Seriously am I really that bad? I think I can only blame myself for not having any working experience (this is fate..this is fate.. My destiny is to be a Tai-Tai). haha. haih not even funny anymore lah damn it.

And there's this thing about us.
I can see us dying. and it's really killing me inside.
And the more i tried to make thing right the more messed up it seems to be
Why must everything be so hard?