How i spent my holiday (a.k.a Vesak Day) :

• killed lots of monsters
• went to giant to but groceries with Jeffrey
• watched retarded movie with Jeffrey

Okay so thats all. anyway the movie i watched was really really retarded. it's called Teeth. check it yourself if you want to know how retarded is it.

So there's lots of homeworks to do but as usual i'm in denial so i'm not doing any work now..

You know i keep on thinking about what the Cleo mag said, about how if we eat with smaller eater we'll decrease our food intake by 28% thing..and i think they're so wrong. Because let's say.. for example..if i'm a small eater and Leep is a big eater..then how come i'm the one who's following her instead of the other way around?! is it because i'm greedy?? so yeah. i think theyre wrong because....well the smaller eater could be following the bigger eater so therefore... the food intake will increase instead of decreasing!!!

Anyways.told my father that i want to go to Aussie after i graduated and so. he asked me who am i going with? then i was like.hmm.no one? jeffrey might be going though (which was a big mistake). so then my mom started saying things like oh! jeffrey is going! so if you go then you'll be free la! which obviously means that.....you know.
so anyway thats quite true.so now my chances of going to Aussie is almost 0. but then again. it's pretty stupid because..even if i don't go with jeffrey.. i can find other guys there and be free right?! so now i'm angry because..er.. this is too plain stupid.

LAST lab on Friday was BAD. not because i feel guilty for torturing no. 62 mice, but because the mice was so jumpy and violent that day!! i couldn't even restraint her and she kept on biting me la damn it.so in the end, i didn't do anything to the mice.which is a good thing if you think about it. oh i injected her tail though. and i didnt feel guilty about it because at that time i was already too angry with the mice.

you know because i was bored during lecture, i started to like stare at leep's pencil. you know how leep always use this pink Minnie mouse pencil and there's this Minnie Mouse's head dangling from the pencil. i started staring at that head during lecture and i felt so giddy because leep always write everything that the lecturer said during lect!! so she was like writing nonstop and the minnie's head is like bobbing around and all. haha DAmn random lah.

So on Thursday, pg and I got 4 hours break. and leep got 3. So they decided to go to pg house and slack you know. and me..being the usual lightbulb tagged along la obviously. so we slacked around his room for few hours and so..and so..because we're so darn hardworking..we skipped LAST lect.ahaha oh yay.
oh you know. pg and Leep are such a bad influenceeee. they made me skipped acupuncture on thursday ( and LAST lect too).HAHa

then you know on Cleo Feb edition, they say that we can decrease the amount of food that we eat by 28% if we eat with people that have small appetites. Then i was like..what the hell. now wonder i never lose weight..knw why? cause i eat with Pg and Leep like everyday lah!! and they eat a lotttt.like pig like that haha. damn it.

anywaysss. i'm sleepy. HAHA

Today's a tiring day.eventhough i didnt do much today (as usual)
anyways.proud of myself because i finally get Leep to teach Rtechb and i actually listened! havent finish the whole chapter though but well at least now i understand more things.
Pg ps me today because he's sick!!

I really really wish that my number 62 mice will die today.or any day before friday.please mice just die peacefully before i torture you further. heard that for this week LAST lab we have to inject the mice. i dont want to do that.! omg. i'm dreading it i'm serious! and i heard that..we have to learn how to kill them at the end of this course.omg. i hope we dont have to do that. like seriouslyyy. i hope they put that in the practical notes just for our own information please. i will skip it if i have to kill them i'm telling you. i really didnt expect this LAST lab will affect me until like this. wtshit!!

hmm.i'm sleepy.

Everybody told me that we'll learn how to restrain mice during LAST lab.
but nobody told me that we're going to punch their ears.. NOT EVEN ONE.
bloody hell LAST lab was pretty traumatising. me and pengghee were practically stoning after lab because it felt weird, crazy and sinful to cut and punch her ear!! (her meaning the mice)
i didnt expect to be so affected by that actually, but well i was wrong.
oh no!. how. there are still so many sessions to go to.
mice please don't die. i don't want to fail.

school sucks. it's been almost 3 weeks since school starts and i still can't get the hang of it.

i've been trying hard to concentrate and listen to what Jason was saying during lecture(instead of dreaming and you know..looking at him) but obviously i failed. i was kinda successful during the first part of Wednesday's lecture and i was quite proud of myself HAHA but during the starting of the 2nd hour..i started to dream and so i got lost-er than i already was. and i was completely lost during tutorial today. how great.

then i hate the timetable this sem because i can only wear slipper once a week!!!! what is this??!!!
i have labs like 4 times a week. so sadd :(

then. i am in the same class with some..annoying people..and not in the same class as caroline for the first time in 2 years! and not even in the same class as Leep!! instead i got Pengghee again.i've been in the same class as him since...like forever. since year1sem1 btw. so i have no one to depend on now. and hence that explains why i still can't get a hang of school yet. so it looks like i have to start studying on saturdays. this is the first time in my life i feel so panicky because i realise i just cant understand whats going on during Rtechb. and this is just the beginning! i can't depend on anybody anymore!! i'm so sad. oh man i'm such a leecher.

okay so today was pretty tiring. so i skipped Revelations class eventhough today is the last session! i'm so bad.!! then why are there so many irritating people during LAST lecture? hmm i wonder why.HAHA.

what else. Jeffrey's decided that he's going to get a degree. he wanted to go to some private uni here but apparently Singapore is just hmm..what's the word ah..retarded?hahaha very limited vocab.anw they just don't offer the degree that he wants. so he decided to go to Aussie. so well. so okay la. i dont know whats going to happen to us if he really go away because...if there's one thing that i don't believe in..it's got to be long distance relationship. i won't do LDR. NEVER!! hmm. maybe i should join him after i graduate. wohoo. how exciting!! but i dont feel like studying anymore. but how am i supposed to survive with the measle amount of pay that i get from only having a diploma??!

is it possible that maybe 30% of the freshmen live around bedok? or have to take 69 to school?? the queue was madness!! like it went all the way to the pathway beside the hawker. some more my classes start at 9 almost everyday. sigh. why am i always complaining? i think i have to be grateful for whatever i have now.

going for Global Day of Prayer on Sunday!! i'm quite excited :D anybody want to join me?