you know..school is reopening in about 3 more weeks.and that's pretty depressing eventhough i started to feel really bored and hating it.
that sounds weird i know but then i just love to have free time everyday like now man.. oh and i've been using these free time to do stickers shopping(of course), play games and think about lots of stuff.maybe it's too early to say this but you know i think 2008 sucks.really. it didn't start off well at all.
firstly i had a cold war with my brother and that's like the first time it happened.then, all my kittens dissapeared, all 4 of them.i mean what are the odds man? after that things happened to my cousin.okay actually she did it to herself and the whole family was upset about it i guess.not really my problem here but since it affected the whole family, it became lil' bit of my problem.heh. after that, the crazy thing happened.and up till now i still can't believe i did that.there are so many things that's been bothering me and that makes me feel real emo.anyways.lets forget about all the sad&annoying things.

well well. it's been 6years and 5months. Thank you for everything baby.
eventhough you dont have time to accompany me as always.but its okay because i love you all the same :)

okay so. i think i should find another job because Made With Love will only call me when there's not enough full-timer. i think that's just a nicer way to reject me.hahA!
anyways. i'm really sick of being at home. not because i'm bored really. but because of..someone..who keeps on bugging me to clean my room (when it's quite clean..serious) and always want to move my stuff out of my drawer because she wants to keep my sister's stuff in my drawer..
okay so my parents will be leaving for Macau today.. i think should start watching The L Word (link?)
i'm sick and i really really hate it.

US Dollars is like going down! so it's time for more online shoppingggg!! wohoo. oh.stickers shopping to be exact.
anyway.cupcake decorating class was fun!!
and..i got a job at Made With Love! they pay is pretty sucky but..the job sounds fun..so yeah.
okay thats all.
and oh oh. Jefrrey's house adopted a Siberian Husky and a Collie! i'm super duper excited to meet them tomorrow :D

feel better about everything now.yay :)

anyway i'm so teary today.you know i checked my mailbox, then there this letter from some buddhist society which is like for my grandpa..then i almost cry when i saw it :(
oh i received two of my stickers/memo sheets packages today. oh yay.they arrived safely so i'm happy! oh other than that..my sis is engaged! hehe no link.

hmm should i go back to Indo?! how.my mom and grandma keep on bugging me about it so annoying!! okay..i'll list out the advantages & disadvantages of going back.

advantage(s):
-get to stay with my nephew!
-can go around and find cheap stickers(!!!!!!!!!!!!)
-can avoid my mom & grandma nagginess(?)
-can become smarter haha!! what freak
-can hang out with my crazy cousins and auntiess

disadvantages:
-will miss Jeffrey very very badly
-very hard to come online so..thats very bad (very good for my online shopping addiction though)
-will be bored because all my sisters will be here
-i dont really want to go back

how?! i mean i really dont feel like going back..but whenever i think about the stickers that i can buy...oh my..i cant take it.haaha.

i feel..weird. i mean it's great that they're together. but then at the same time i'm pretty upset too.i mean why dont they tell me earlier? i hate to be a lightbulb, like seriously. i mean maybe it's not their fault because she somehow gave me hints not to come.but then i wasn't sensitive enough i guess? but she could have like told me directly right because if they told me i would like totally understood it you know..like i won't disturb them..and when they were like er..doing something..what the hell should i do? i mean its like their time you know.its like i was invading(?) their privacy and that feeling suck like..er..like sucky shit?wth?haha and yeah so i was really upset about that.maybe i was too sensitive? and i think everything will change from now on. like you know it wont be how it used to be. you know..

anyways.yesterday's Revelation class was interesting. better than the first class thats for sure. so yeah.hmm.hmm. nothing else to say 'cause i'm still feeling weird.
btw i'm halfway through Life Art now. Kevin is so handsomeeee.

just feel like blogging eventhough there's nothing much to blog.
okay so i'm done with Dicey Business.haha no comment. and now i'm halfway through Words twister's Adventure or smth like that. No life i tell you.keep on watching dramas.
haven't swim for 2days and i just had sakae buffet today. die manzz.
anws. today was pretty fun. went to PS with the clique and we spent hours gossiping, laughing and eating and eating and eating.
btw Aili. i still find it funny about that thing.hahaha that's like super duper unexpected!!

i miss gen and mich very very much! and their results are coming out this Friday. i feel real scared for them.

few days ago, i was damn hungry until i got headache and therefore couldn't sleep. and i cant take food downstairs 'cause it was 3am and i was scared la duh. so started sms-ing Jeffrey and asked him lots of random and weird questions like whats your fav. colour and all that shits. he was being nice 'cause he entertained me until i can sleep. i havent talk to him today (except when he called me twice and those phone calls lasted less than 5 minutes), and no, we're not fighting or anything. hmm. feels so weird. i'm so dependant on him and sometimes that scares me. i miss him :(

my parents are in Penang now. haha very random!!
oh oh.everbody keep on asking me to go back to Indo to learn driving and to pick up some basic comp skill (because i'm a microsoft office noob)! i don't want to go back alonee. and i dont want to learn driving because i'm scared to drive. and i don't want to be seperated from Jeffrey!!.walao-eh so drama.

anyways, can't wait for :
-sticker packages to arrive!!
-cupcake decorating class :)!!!

i've been feeling really good 'cause i've been doing nothing this holiday, and i don't have to feel guilty about it.like you know, i don't have to think that 'oh i shouldnt relax 'cause i still have to study'
yeahh very nice feeling.

anw.i've been watching Dicey Business.omg damn annoyinggg.i'm at episode 31 now and grrr i'm so angry. lai fu is so darn stupid. yuckss so annoying lehh.

so what have i been doing all these time? hmm.. watch dramas, swimming, and my latest addiction is.. online shopping..for stickers. woohooo
i'm so hooked on online shopping!! i already spent almost $100..and i don't have any job now. die la like that. but i'm happyy!!!!!!!!!!!! and broke.