i spent the WHOLE day with JEffrey. and i am happy. no actually i'm sad. okay i'm like sad and happy at the same time.whatever la. i mean i'm happy cos i spent the whole day with him but i'm sad 'cause he's leaving la.
helped him packed up in the morning. and we just did what we always do (And pretty good at it).i mean we were slacking the whole day.and talked..talked..and talked. and emo-ed together.for a short while. then we went to eat Japanese BBQ at MEridien Hotel and we were damn full until we almost puked.hahahaah quite funny acually. then went back to his place again and slacked AGAIN.and talked talked talked and emo again. hahahaha lame la.

Jeffrey's leaving tmr. actually its like today! 'cause its past 12 already.
and there's interview tmr.not nervous yet. will be nervous around.. 1 hour before my turn.HA.

hmm. anyway i had a dream abt my grandpa. he was like so happy in my dream and he told me he wants 'teh sirem'. then i woke up. and think hmm maybe i should tell my mom ..and maybe we can give him whatever he wants..but the problem is.. what the heck is 'teh sirem'??

OMG JEFFREY'S LEAVING TMR HOWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway.i think i want to work part time. like just work on the weekend. maybe i'll start looking after exam or something.. I'm planning to visit Jeffrey in Perth after graduation yo!!!! (if i graduate) i mean i'll still visit him even if i cant graduate. and of course there'll be problems with getting permission from my parents..but i'll think abt them later. let me dream for a 'lil longer.

okay so before i end this rather redundant entry, let me say this one more time.
OMG JEFFREY'S LEAVING TMR HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!

Jeffrey's off to Perth in hmm. one day?okay maybe 2 days time.
okay la he'll be leaving on Wednesday. So.... I'm going out with him tmr.. so that means.. i'm going to skip school. So please help me people please!! If U Tin Lin takes attendance tmr.. please sign for me PLEASE!!
And on wednesday..I'm going to skip RTechb.

You know.i always think that i will catch up all my work for BPT like maybe..soon. but then i think there wont be enough time. because of all the calculations la damn it. i just dont get it la walao.this is what playing hangman and stoning during lecture will do to you. shitz.

Then then.ok la that's all. i have no mood to do anything now.

Okay let me start the post by saying...
Jeffrey's chance of going to Aussie is unknown. haha like stock market like that. fluctuates everyday. I'm so lame .

Anyway. baby was in a super bad mood today and i went over to his place.
Then he said he wanted to be alone when i reached there.
i was like asklghasg!?!!
but i didn't scold/smack him eventhough it was super duper tempting, because i remembered about Sunday's sermon. ok actually i did throw a tiny tantrum and in the end he sort of console me. hahaa This always happen, like initially i'm supposed to console him but in the end .. ahNEVERMIND. HAHA i love you baby.

OH so. you know what. it's like suddenly i realise that if Jeffrey's really going to Aussie then he'll leave next week. and that means i only have around 1more week to see him. and guess what. there're lots of things to do this week. shitzz.

then then. Mich got into NUS. with Gen. ANd they're in the same course!. I'm so JEALOUS. I also want to join you all la. :(

papa&mama are going to Taiwan again tmr.

ok la off to sleep.

Mock interview went alright eventhough i was super super nervous before i went into the room.
really nervous i think i almost puke and shit at the same time.really no joke one.

ANYWAY. had a very bad day in school today.
like whats wrong with the world?! shit man. i should start loving myself more so that i won't be upset when people talk/saying annoyingly bad stuff about me.
i hate school now. REALLY. i hope SIP will be better.

met up with JEffrey after school and thank God i did that because he made everything better.
So ,Thank you baby :D

and i miss Gen so much that i have to talk to her a few times in school today.

and Leep said that she never make fun about my height either.. so that explains why i love her too la.hahaha

i'm going mental.

feel like blogging even though i dont really know what to blog.

so will be having mock interview on wednesday and i'm very scared that i will answer her questions stupidly (there's 99.9% chance that I'll do this)

oh I was scolded by U Tin Lin during Lab session. He suddenly shouted (okay almost) because I was lazy to go to AS4! and i was shocked really. not because of his sudden outburst, but because of his teeth. so I got a full-frontal view of his teeth when he shouted and let's just say that it was not very nice. I want to post Leep's drawing of his teeth but then it would be too mean. heheh.

anyways. I think the Jeffrey's chance of going to Aussie increases by maybe.. 20 percent. haha I think I'm going crazy. it's like all i can think about everyday is Jeffrey's chances of going to
Aussie.haha. how weird.

You know I've been with Jeffrey for 6Years8monthsAND15Days. That's very long. I didn't expect us to last this long. and i'm wondering how long more we'll go on.
I've been asked more than once why i love Jeffrey. and i always answer i dont know. because i really don't know why. which is weird. right? and up till now i still dont know why.

then just a few days ago I realised something. you know how people always teased me and talk about my height like as if it bothers them so much that i'm short? I mean sure I'm pretty used to it by now but it bothers me sometimes you know. okay anyway back to what i wanted to say.
I realised that Jeffrey never teased me about my height. He never joked around with the fact that I'm short like most of the people that i know do. Not even once. and I think that it's so sweet of him. Maybe that's one of the reasons why i love him. (the other reasons are still mostly unknown)

Ya Okay. My brother is so cutee.
you know we always ask him to do assessment books and on the cover page of the books there are always the descriptions of the book in point forms. so anyway my brother added another point and he wrote ' Too much works kill ' and on his chinese assessment book he wrote '太多练习能杀人!' HAHAHA.

then the other day, my younger sis brought home a balloon. so he drew a smiley face on it and he called it Mr. Happy (or Smiley i forget). so he brought it around and asked me to say hi to it. then my eldest sister heard it and ask me what happen. so I asked my brother to bring Mr.Smiley back 'cause my sister wanted to say hi. then he gave us this weird look and say "both of you are freaks!" HAHAHA so stupid. i mean he's the one who started it! So after that my sis said come let me take a picture of you and Mr.Smiley. so he posed and placed the balloon beside his cheek and say 'My good frienddddd' in place of the normal 'cheseee'. haha so cute.

And i think i'm going to die (temporarily maybe) if Jeffrey's really going off to Aussie.
I love you lah baby. :(
ahh..emo again.

hey ho! it's been long yo

anyways lots of works these days. but i never do anything so as a results i'm rushing everything now. So lots of things happened for the past few weeks..
i skipped most of my first week of school cause my cousins were here. went out with them every single day. went to malls, museums and slept at 3 every night because we played mahjong and gossiped.haha.

and i've been feeling super duper lazy these days. like seriously!!i skipped more classes than ever. its like when there are chances to skip i'll just skip. seriously. i think i'm addicted to skipping classes and this is SUPER BAD. i'm going to die if I fail anything this sem.

So anyway I think there's like 99% chance that Jeffrey won't be going for the July intake because he's having lots of problems here and there. but he refuses to believe that and he's still trying so damn hard to go. so I should be happy that he can't go. but then actually believe it or not I'm not happy. and it's not because I dont want him here. you know in books or dramas or even some people la they always say to their girlfriend or boyfriend that oh..I'll be happy as long as you're happy and that kind of thing. and you know all along i always think that that's just crap la. but then again i realised that's what i'm feeling now. like I know i'll be damn sad if Jeffrey's going away and everything, but i will be even sadder if he can't go because i know he really really really wants to go. which is super weird really.! and i miss him so muchh! because he's been going back and forth to Indo for dont know how many times already and we hardly spend time with each other this one month :(
and i never went out for 3 weekends because he's not here believe it or not!
ah.so emo.

anyway wednesday night was very fun! it's been way too long since we all gathered and talk craps.! i hope we can do it again. but thats pretty hard cause its damn hard to find and timing that suits every single one of us haha!

okay then. That's allllllll.