you know I talked to Jeffrey this morning then when we were saying our goodbyes and everything... he said things like.. if you have any problem there you have to call and tell me ok.
the you know what i said.. I said things like tell you for what? you'll fly here and help me meh?

my goodness I can be so bitchy sometimes.

I miss him so much I want to fly to Perth already lahhhh.

omg i just used my phone to call Jeffrey for 25 minutes. i'm going to die a horrible death when my phone bill arrives. omg. my papa will kill me. how how how. die

you knw it's like whenever Jeffrey not online or smth, i always try to call him. then i always let it ring 3 times then i'll hang up. then my heart is always beating damn fast and it's not because i'm excited to talk to him you knw..i'm scared then he'll pick up my phone omg i'm so stingy i can't even stand myself. WHY AM I SO STINGY?

okay actually not really because i'm stingy la.. it's because my parents pay for everything okay. i feel bad lah. if i pay with my own money i don't care la. but the thing is i dont even have money now! i think i need to start working part time..so that i can spend more money to talk to Jeffrey.

i'm really hating this long-distance thingy with all my heart. seriously.

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i woke up at 6.30am to revise my Rtechb.
my father saw me studying and talked to me.

He: you got exam ah?
Me: yea
He: when?
Me: later loh
He: success ah. ( i think what he mean was good luck ah)
Me: haha ok thanks
He: out of 10 points , how much (or many? haha my English sucks) do you intend to get?
Me:.. dunno
He: 7 enough la ho? ( haha i was thinking ..can i even smell a 4..)
Me: haha ok!

then he walked away.. and found something in his pocket..and turned back.

He: (give me a sweet) nah for you. when you can't do the paper you eat this then you'll know how to do.
Me: hahhaha thanks.

Haha. my papa can be quite sweet sometimes.
Sorry pa, definitely no 7/10 for you.

damn rain so asshole these days! hate it!
almost got frostbite in the bus because of it. damn cold lah!

my brother is so stupid. HAHA
you know the Disney show Hanna(h) Montana? anyway for those of you who are weird and don't watch Disney channel, the show is about Miley Cyrus, who is a normal girl that is hated by the people in her school (i dont know why. just started watching). so anyway. actually she's also this superstar called Hanna(h) Montana (DUH).
So my younger sis was watching the show with my brother.. then he suddenly say

'ci baoping,'
'what'
'are you Leona Lewis?? look at me in the eye!'

HAHA what the.. do you get it? anyway, ci is jie and baoping is my sis' Chinese name.

Weirdo. so my teeth are damn painful la. crap. every night i have a hard time eating dinner. so sad you knw. its like i want to eat then i can't because of my teeth! you know i spent 10 minutes to chew 5 bite-size long bean! pathetic.

and LAST is finally over yeay!! wohoo. i didn't cheat for the paper and well..i saw people who cheated.

oh suddenly remembered. anyway you knw we had to do this project a few weeks ago. then me and pg were in the same group again. and we don't knw how to do anything because well.. we are always blur/late in/to class. so during the grouping nobody wants to be in our group. except for the absentees (because she got no choice since she wasn't there. how to spell??) and some other guy. anyway out of the point alrdy. okay so there's this guy who knw more than us and he didnt want to be in our group. and I think he didnt want to be in our group 'cause the people in our group don't knw how to do anything la. then obviously i was pissed that day when he sort of rejected us. i mean like what the crap?
So yea whatever. i sort of tell PG nvm! we'll figure this out ourselves! (trying to act like a hero). so anyway to cut the long story short, in the end, when i was checking out the results, i saw the my group's results are higher than that guy's group's results. hahaha. and i have to say thanks to PG for staying up so late and working so hard for the project. eh and i did work hard too okay.! i stayed up with him halfway hahaha.

Okay that's all.

you know what?

Oh just remembered.
I think it's weird that Singapore is so proud of the Ping Pong team for getting into the finals..
I mean the athletes are from China la please. so it's like.. China vs China for finals..
and just now i saw this girl watching pingpong finals in hawker centre while carrying a Singapore flag. LOL.

today's Indo's birthday and She's 63 y-o today! and so we celebrated by watching the national day closing ceremony on TVRI and went off to eat Korean bbq at Joo Chiat. anyway the food was not so nice i think. i still prefer the japanese bbq at Meridien Hotel. I mean sure the jap bbq is more expensive but it's worth it.

So.. after that we went home and watched the badminton final for mixed double and Indo was beaten by Korea!!!! what the crap! i hate Korea! especially the cocky-faced guy in the mixed double! It's like what the crap! we ate their food and they beat Indo! feel like puking all the Korean food after that. HAHA.

I haven't touch Rtechb and BPT at all. and i'm not even halfway through TE and LAST. Don't judge me people.

and I'm teething. bloody painful la! why now? like seriously, why now??

'Because you're always in my heart.'

I'm missing you so much that it starts to hurt baby.
everything starts to sink in now.
why must it be now?

had LAST prac test just now and amazingly,i didn't do anything. hahahha what the crap!?? Seriously I think I'm the lousiest one la.i mean who the hell can't even do one of the four things?

Anyway.. Term tests and exams are coming. and i still don't have the motivation to study. i keep on telling myself that it would be damn stupid if I cant graduate 'cause I fail one of the subjects this semester.. but hahaha i still cant concentrate lah.

and i've been watching too much TV lately, with the Olympics and all.haha lucky gymnastic is over! the winner for the woman individual is so pretty! hmm. I'm so sleepy.

So parents are in Taiwan AGAIN. haha and so we decided to eat meat! we've been so meat-deprived lately because my parents decided to go vegetarian, and they say if my mama cooks meat for us she'll be sinful(???!!!) what the crap. whatever loh.

oh just the other day, i heard two people complaining about the exams and all..then after a few minutes i realised that they were talking about HAP and stuff! HAHA.

Jeffrey's planning to come back for 3 weeks and the end of January! yay! i hope he's really coming backkk.

oh oh remember last time i was talking about this annoying guy that always teases me about my height and in the end i blocked him from my MSN? well, he found out that i blocked him and i think it's really damn funny lah. hahaha. the whole complete story is too long to write out..okay la actually not so long but i'm damn tired and lazy to write them out. haha

OKAY LAH. bye!

BTW, i gained 3 kg la what the freak!

all these while I'm always looking forward to Saturday simply because it's dating day and so i get to spend the whole day with Jeffrey.

anyways. i was like a bit excited just now 'cause it's Friday and it means that i can spend the next day with Jeffrey. i forgot that he's in Perth la what the crap!
I can already predict what we'll be doing if he's still here. I bet we'll be watching The Mummy tmr :(

the wheather these days are like freaking mad la. Bloody hot can! and everyday i complain about it to Jeffrey and in return he complains that it's too cold down there. haha. a bit funny.

went to this SYMBIO(?) thingy at NYP. it's super boring so caroline, aili ,wilson and me went to AMK hub to eat pepper lunch and went home. haha my first time to AMK hub believe it or not! and i took 135 home.it's like from one end to another end seriously. my butt was damn pain when i reached home.

And things have been quite weird between us lately. and i really don't like it. but then again i somehow predicted that one day this kinda whing will happen (and you were the one who assured me that it won't happen). So seriously, i have nothing to say now. i can only hope that things will return to normal soon, because i miss you very much.