I'm so hungry and there's no food at home! nobody bothers to do some grocery shopping.hmm maybe i'll do it tonight. bahh. have been spending time with Jeffrey every dayyyy and it feels so good. i think i could do this foreverr.

anyway went to orchard on Friday to walk around and look for watches. why is Tissot so hard to find here! rawrr then met a few people there! bah so embarrassing because i was so sweaty and gross looking!! why must i meet people on the street when i look so shitty!bah! met Stefanie and she's still as tall as ever. haha then met Lia who's my tuition mate when i just got here! she's still as pretty as ever.. and she looks like a doll! reallyy!i was so pissed (at my gross-ness) after bumping into people that i told Jeffrey i want to go home straight away. he asked my why and i told him i dont want to bump into people anymore because i look so gross and sweaty. and he told me why? you look okay to me :) hoho thank you my boy. Thankfully i didnt see anybody else for the rest of the night.

then went to bird park on Saturday morning! was damn tiring seriously. and i never bring any water. how stupid can i get seriously. and the stuff there are so expensive. spent $4 on a glass of pepsi because i was really desperate for water and that's the cheapest one available. Bongo Burger sucks! and now my whole body is aching :( and after that went to Sim Lim and bought a hard disk FINALLY! i can store all my movies there yay!

and today! supposed to go to Queen of Peace with Jeffrey but obviously we overslept! and so maybe we're going for the 6 o'clock mass.

anyway i've been trying to convince JEfferson to cut his hair. its really ugly beyond words. really i hate it so so much. i even have to lie to him that if he cut his hair he will look slimmer. yes my dear friends. i have a boyfriend who is vainer than me. how can this be! ever since he came back from Perth all he can ask me is 'do i look fat?'. honestly i'm starting to get annoyed by his vainess. BAH.

oh and by the way. went out with some people few days/weeks ago and i was trying so hard to make some jokes and all because i felt really uncomfortable hanging out with them so yeah. just want to say this i know it's very out of point and all but whatever!

and it was gen's birthday on friday and i still dont know what to get her!!

okay. there's work tmr! :( i'm so lazy! and angry because somebody is not picking up my call rawrwarwrawrawraaaawwrrrrr.

I've been eating corn flakes for lunch for a few days now. i don't think i can continue any longer.
because mama is back in Indo, nobody cooks for me :( realised i've been taking those packed lunch for granted because I'm suffering now! I'm so lazy to go out and search for food! and i have to spend money for lunch now..unless i continue with my corn flakes lunch. bah. i feel so broke. why am I always so broke? must be because everybody's birthdays are in November!! Why oh why.

anyway. i think i kinda like working. hahaa. i mean compared to school. cause you see.. during intership right, after i reached home i dont have to do anything. i just have to slack my night away and it feels so good cause i dont have to worry about homeworks or tests (not that i do my tutorials religiously during school time but you get what i mean). of course there're reports and MP logbook to do..but the thing is i cant bring out my MP logbook and because of that i have to force myself to do it at work! so it's all good.

and yes i'm blogging at work! ok not really because it's my lunch time so i can do whatever i want right?haha i'm waiting for my Mcdelivery..haha joking. Nurain's buying it back for me! hehe. I'm hungry!! and i feel like eating fried rice. and i miss Jeffrey! i never see him for 2 days already okay! okay bye!

I'm feeling so emo now..and i really hate this feeling.
i really really miss Jeffrey and i really really want to see him now. and i didn't get to see him today..i'm so sad :(
man why am I so needy!so disgusting! hahahaha i think i'm going crazy!

anyways. i really hate my acupuncturist (?) why can't she just leave me alone? she charges me very ridiculous prices and i feel that there's not much improvement at all! wth! so i decided to dump her. i've been thinking about this for a long time and i really dont want to waste my money (my parents' i mean) anymore! isn't it funny how this shit bothers me so much? i mean i'm the customer here man! i am the one who can order her around (lol.sounds very wrong but i guess you get what i'm trying to say right).grrrrrrr I'm so angry!

i wished i have doraemon. i mean actually i just need the door that can go everywhere! if i have that door..i can just meet Jeffrey everyday of my life wherever and whenever. he can go anywhere to study! don't need to waste money on food and lodging 'cause he can just come back here every single day. then i can go to US and shop!! i can buy things cheap there and sell it here and i'll be rich! i can go to Europe, Japan, Egypt, Maldives or wherever anytimeee don't even need to take leave from work 'cause i can just go during the weekends because i dont have to waste time on the plane! just IMAGINE!

i can only say that it feels so good to have Jeffrey back here :)

ever since the start of internship, I've been reading newspaper religiously. what i mean by newspapers are those newspaper that are free (Today and the other one that is half Chinese and half English). and what i noticed is...Singaporeans are damn annoying la. okay what i meant by Singaporeans are people who write letters to the newspaper. hahaha i mean seriously they can talk about the same subject for dayssss man. one example is when they want to build some foreign worker accommodation in Serangoon. another example is the ACJC students thingy and there's a lot more la. oh then there's the issue on people eating in the MRT... they make such a big fuss about it la what the crap? anyway what i want to know is why nobody complain about stupid people who blast their equally stupid mp3 phone in public transport? seriously i totally hate such people man. more than my hatred for smelly people. 'cause you see ah, if there is a smelly man, you can just smell your hair all the way home (that is if you hair is long enough la) or you can use jacket or sweater or whatever to cover your nose. but if they blast their mp3 phones (to the max volume i tell you) how the hell are you supposed to cover your ears? cannot use your hair to cover right! and those people who usually do this stupid act are.. ahlian/ahbeng or this certain race of people lah! and some seemingly normal people. bah i really hate these people.

I'm so sleepyyyy.

I am 20 :( how can this be! haha what the hell.
anyway birthday was okay. nothing much happened. celebrated it with family on saturday at Crystal Jade because my second sis have school on Sunday. papa wasn't around though. i think he feels guilty for not being here on my birthday so on sunday morning he called and sing happy birthday song for me. hmm should have make use of his guiltiness. haha. so okay. dinner was okay. pretty happy that everyone can gather and talk cock. I think i'm the kind of girl who doesnt really like crowd. HAHA lol isnt it obvious. as in i prefer to spend my birthday with the people that i loveee. be it just a simple meal or whatever. why am i digressing? anyway. ya so that's it. LOL. but then we went out to eat again on Sunday. why are we so greedy!

anyway things got a bit annoying on Sunday though. because of mama's mood swings of course. what else la seriously. she was nagging at my bro and all. seriously annoying. don't know why but things like this always happens on my birthday. just like last year when my sis got into a row with my father.. and i've never seen him so angry before. why like that ah? wah damn mood spoiler la. okay whatever.

but evrything become better becauseee Jeffrey told me that he's not going to extend his stay so he's coming back on Thursday!! oh yay.

okay.so on Sunday there's this talk about how to share the gospel with Buddhists. was looking forward to the talk but it turns out that it was kinda boring :( but i kinda know more about Buddhism. and after that talk i think that well....... i think my parents are not real Buddhist. like i bet they don't even know what Buddhism really is la. and also i found out that all the kitchen God la or whatever are not even real. i mean those Kitchen God and stuff is Folk Buddhism. which actually is not even real Buddhism. so those people who pray to kitchen god is actually praying to.... i dont know what. bah okay whatever.

So mama and Juan went back to Indo today... :( juan called from the airport but i was doing some stuff at work so i didn't pick up! so sad. and after that he send me this msg :
'Ci gracecia, we are going to depart, see you!
P.S buy my books on Nov 26!:-)'
heheh so cuteee. i miss him now :(

btw i just realised that and angry post doesn't really blend well with my cute layout. lol.

Let me tell you something ma,
I am fucking sick of your bloody mood swings.

went to Taka for Pepper Lunch with the people! finally!! after craving for don't know how many weeks!. I'm so tired now but i still have to read my proposal and try to make sense of my MP. and i forgot the reason why i have to use the cell that i'm using now!! why like this.!! some more i forgot to bring back boss' proposal to read. so suay. the suay-ness never end. i feel like asking Khartik but he's not online! how!! should i call boss tmr? that will be totally weird la seriously.
I'm so sleepy! anyway thank you for the gift people. i'll use it tomorrow okay lol.! and thank you for the flower khim!

anyway tok 36 just now and i took me so long to reach homeeeee. and there wasnt any seat for me! thinking of pulling my pregnant act but i didnt, simply because there was a real pregnant woman in the bus. lol i'm joking! i'm so sleepy! and there's school tmr! why oh why!

i miss Jeffrey so muchhhhhhhh :(

was preparing gel for SDS page this morning and while i was putting in the comb..the mixture splashed and it got on my cheek!! panic panic!! so i went as washed my face. after that i got so paranoid and i checked about acrylamide online. then they say i got to wash it with detergent or soap or whatever.so i went to the toilet and washed my cheek with the hand soap!! didn't even care anymore. and up till now i still dont have the symptoms they're talking about. so far so good. i really don't want to get cancer or whatever because of this.

then i was in the bus..going home..then it stopped at some bus stop between Esplanade and Suntec.. okay so while it was starting to go... some truck banged the bus! the the passengers all jerked. and i dont know whether i bang my head or not but i got headache after that until now. why must this happen to me... T_T
btw..do you think i got a concussion?? omg why am I so suay today.....

anyway Jeffrey's coming back in 10 days :(
i know some of you must be wondering why the time keep on changing. it's really not my fault i counted properly ok! but that moron extends his stay because he want to enjoy Perth and not be there just to study and suffer. i know i'm being such a baby about this but i have my reasons ok! not going to elaborate here though lol.

oh btw other than saying that he's going to pay my sis when he reaches puberty..(talking abt my bro here haha) he also say 'buy them for me please with a cherry on top...' hahahaha so cuteeeee.

busy week!have been doing western blot these few days and will be doing it again 'till friday.
and seriously western blot is such a pain! so many steps and waiting time. but then it's really better than doing nothing!

went to watch High School Musical with my brother and sisters just now. ahahha lol there're lots of 'what the..' moment in the movie. like seriously! and whenever there's a 'what the..' scene my elsest sis will do this body spasm thing.haha retarded! then there were this people behind us singing along!! what is this! they think it's a sing-along session or what. and when Troy came out.. some people were swooning! what is this! i got to admit that he's kinda cute though.. but swooning in the cinema? what the creep.

so went around the mall after that for a while. so when we were in Daiso, my brother asked my sister to buy some stuff for him. so he was just begging and talking sweetly so that somebody's willing to buy it for him hahaha. so then he saw my younger sis and he said 'hey tall girl!' and start asking her to buy the stuff..hahaaahaa then he said 'I'll pay you when i reached puberty. I'll pay you double!.' hahhahahahha what the hell???? i'll pay you when i reached puberty?? where the hell does that come from man?

bah okay i'm tiredddd.

by the way.... can anybody send me Dishwalla's songs???

i feel so sad whenever i think that there's work tmr :(

anyway. went to Jade Restaurant at Fullerton Hotel to eat just now. it was nice but didn't get to eat the dessertttttt so sad.

anyway today i want to talk about my sister. my second sister to be exact. whoa sound so serious hhaha it's not la. anyway you know she's like the slowest person in the family. i mean among all of us la. so it's like whenever we are talking about some stuff..she'll be like huh? what i dont get it..that kind of thing..so we'll be like you're damn slow blah blah. other than that, she always say things wrongly..like she wanted to say blond..but she said it as bolon. haha wth!? or when she want to say Dublin..she said Dubai hahaha lol. so the other day all of us were talking about oil. as in you know...axe oil and all that. i dont even know why we talked about it hahaha so then we talked about how last time my grandma bought a type of oil that we can drink hahaha what the hell right.. then suddenly my second sis say last time when she was in primary school her friend always drink axe oil (!!! wth !!!) hahaha then she also say that she also drink because her friend ask her to drink it!??!! hahaha lol lol lol. so were like hahahaaaaaaa what the crap!! so we were like ohh ohh thats why youre so slow now...the axe oil must be affecting your brain..haha so after that day whenever she's being slow we always say ahh..axe oil axe oil. lol. and i think she's getting fed up 'cause we keep on teasing her haha but sometimes its just too funny lah.

watched Silence of The Lamb on friday. it was very niceee i like! not as scary as i thought it would be though. in fact it's not even scary at all la. but it's good. and watched Funny Games on Saturday. it sucks like hell. like seriously. the worst movie i have ever seen, lucky i didnt watched in the cinema if not i can cry in the cinema. like seriously. it is such a meannn movie. not even halfway my sister and I were all angry already so we decided to fast forward it. ahahha lol.

okay that's all..and Jeffrey's coming back in exactly 10 dayssssss!!!!!!!!!! wohooo.

in the lab now and nobody's here 'cause everyone's out for lunchhh.
feeling so bored at work nowadays cause there's nothing to do! can't believe i'm saying this but i really want to do something! seriously!!
okay bye.

changed my blogskin!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHHAa oh man my blog skin is so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Thank you Carolineeeeeeeeee :D

what you can give me for my birthday :

• nitendo DS Lite
• Ipod classic
• Lots of dresses
  
• Hard disk (the bigger the better)

haha yeah i also wondering why they are all expensive. the dresses are not that ex though. haha.! why oh why am i so shameless. okay whatever i dont care.

Okay I'm done here. HAHA.