I'm feeling so emo now..and i really hate this feeling.
i really really miss Jeffrey and i really really want to see him now. and i didn't get to see him today..i'm so sad :(
man why am I so needy!so disgusting! hahahaha i think i'm going crazy!

anyways. i really hate my acupuncturist (?) why can't she just leave me alone? she charges me very ridiculous prices and i feel that there's not much improvement at all! wth! so i decided to dump her. i've been thinking about this for a long time and i really dont want to waste my money (my parents' i mean) anymore! isn't it funny how this shit bothers me so much? i mean i'm the customer here man! i am the one who can order her around (lol.sounds very wrong but i guess you get what i'm trying to say right).grrrrrrr I'm so angry!

i wished i have doraemon. i mean actually i just need the door that can go everywhere! if i have that door..i can just meet Jeffrey everyday of my life wherever and whenever. he can go anywhere to study! don't need to waste money on food and lodging 'cause he can just come back here every single day. then i can go to US and shop!! i can buy things cheap there and sell it here and i'll be rich! i can go to Europe, Japan, Egypt, Maldives or wherever anytimeee don't even need to take leave from work 'cause i can just go during the weekends because i dont have to waste time on the plane! just IMAGINE!