It's the weekend! yay yay yay don't need to go to work. but i have to finish my proposal by monday because I want to ask Khartik about the project because he's going back to India for Deepavali! why like that! and he's going back for 2 weeks!! so long!nobody is going to wait for 8 hours to change media for me after transfection :(

Anyway work is okay these days..because.. i dont know why also. anyway I was damn shocked when i found out that Khartik is only 21 years old.!! anyway khartik is my 'mentor'..but he's not my supervisor okay.my supervisor is the boss whom i dont really interact too. anyway back to khartik's age..yes he's only 21 years old and he's been there for about 1 year already! so he started to work there when he's 20. and he graduated from NUS when he was 19/20! wah this boy damn smart. all along i thought that he's 24/25..haha damn 'yuan wang'. I still dont believe that he's 21 leh! but then he showed me his ID and well.. why life is so unfair! I'm only 1 year younger than him and i don't even have a diploma :( depressed. and he say it's normal in India. i mean normal that people get their degree at 19. Really meh!

So my future is still very blurry.haha. i still dont know what to do after poly! how like that! initially i wanted to work for a while and then study again. but then when i think about it what work can i do with just a diploma? some more GPA damn low. so then i suddenly feel like learning how to do bussiness, which is like so damn random lah. i want to know how my papa works you know. so i was thinking maybe i can go back indo and work with my papa for a while. haha but i dont think i will do that because it's just damn weird la. i even dreamt about it you know last night..it's like i tell my papa i want to travel with him and learn from him..and he said no!!! I'm even rejected in my own dream..what is this.. T_T

So if i want to go uni i have to go overseas of course. the nearest one is Aussie. okay actually there's Monash in KL but i heard it's hard to get in there. so anyway my point is I'm very lazy to go out to a new enviroment..have to settle down in a new place, find new friends..lazy la like that. some more i dont think there's enough money..sigh

Btw in a very random note, I feel that i've change a lot since i move to penang. its like in indo i was really cool lah.hHAHA i mean i made lots of friends back in Indo. then when i moved to penang i became damn retarded lah. maybe because everbody there speak in chinese and i cant even converse in chinese.but then again my school in Penang is like an Indon school because more than 50% of the students there are from Indo you know! it's like because after the race riot in Indo, the Indons started to run around the world haha. or maybe because i was bullied when i first got into the school by fellow Indons. why like that! yes i was bullied! by this girl and her friends.

oh oh and there's this weird story about this girl that bullied me. you know every chinese new year i always hang out at my rich aunty's house. so i think last year during CNY, i dont know what i was doing la, i think i was sleeping in my cousin's room or something (what's new la seriously) while the rest of the world were downstairs partying. haha okay la not partying,just hanging out. so during the ride home...my sisters told me that about this family who came and their daughters studied in the same school as we were (which in the school in penang) my sis know because some of their daughter were in the same class as my sister. and yes they are talking about that girl's family lah! the one who bullied me! and apparently her father worked for my uncle. i think. as in my uncle is his client or something. haha how small can this world be! and somemore my cousin keep on asking for the girl's number because he say she's pretty! what is this! but then it's all history now. HAHA action only.

hmm i think this is my longest post. feel like talking alot today i dont know why. oh btw! i watched Dreamgirls yesterday! i like it a lot yo! It's like i've been listening to beyonces's 'Listen' for the longest time but i never really watched the movie. after i watched it then i understand about the song! but the movie is a bit too long..its like about 2 hour plus. but i still like it!

oh and Aili! why you never come online nowadays! i want to tell you that my papa is distributing the rice rolls in indo! you know the one that we like to eat! the one thats made of lots of different types of beans and the packaging is damn ugly one! hahaha so now i can give you free samples! but then we hardly see each other these days.

oh and I'm going back to Indo in a week!! YAY so excited! I'm going back for the long weekend!! because my cousin is getting married!! haha yay yay yay so happy!

can you sense the mood changes in this entry? hahahahaa