omg i just used my phone to call Jeffrey for 25 minutes. i'm going to die a horrible death when my phone bill arrives. omg. my papa will kill me. how how how. die

you knw it's like whenever Jeffrey not online or smth, i always try to call him. then i always let it ring 3 times then i'll hang up. then my heart is always beating damn fast and it's not because i'm excited to talk to him you knw..i'm scared then he'll pick up my phone omg i'm so stingy i can't even stand myself. WHY AM I SO STINGY?

okay actually not really because i'm stingy la.. it's because my parents pay for everything okay. i feel bad lah. if i pay with my own money i don't care la. but the thing is i dont even have money now! i think i need to start working part time..so that i can spend more money to talk to Jeffrey.

i'm really hating this long-distance thingy with all my heart. seriously.

lskdhvasvnakfjl;aiugv;k!!!!!!!