hey ho! it's been long yo

anyways lots of works these days. but i never do anything so as a results i'm rushing everything now. So lots of things happened for the past few weeks..
i skipped most of my first week of school cause my cousins were here. went out with them every single day. went to malls, museums and slept at 3 every night because we played mahjong and gossiped.haha.

and i've been feeling super duper lazy these days. like seriously!!i skipped more classes than ever. its like when there are chances to skip i'll just skip. seriously. i think i'm addicted to skipping classes and this is SUPER BAD. i'm going to die if I fail anything this sem.

So anyway I think there's like 99% chance that Jeffrey won't be going for the July intake because he's having lots of problems here and there. but he refuses to believe that and he's still trying so damn hard to go. so I should be happy that he can't go. but then actually believe it or not I'm not happy. and it's not because I dont want him here. you know in books or dramas or even some people la they always say to their girlfriend or boyfriend that oh..I'll be happy as long as you're happy and that kind of thing. and you know all along i always think that that's just crap la. but then again i realised that's what i'm feeling now. like I know i'll be damn sad if Jeffrey's going away and everything, but i will be even sadder if he can't go because i know he really really really wants to go. which is super weird really.! and i miss him so muchh! because he's been going back and forth to Indo for dont know how many times already and we hardly spend time with each other this one month :(
and i never went out for 3 weekends because he's not here believe it or not!
ah.so emo.

anyway wednesday night was very fun! it's been way too long since we all gathered and talk craps.! i hope we can do it again. but thats pretty hard cause its damn hard to find and timing that suits every single one of us haha!

okay then. That's allllllll.