i just finished watching Sex and the City (the series i mean) and i'm so sad that it's over!!
i need to watch the movie like now!!

So anyways. holiday still. havent been doing anything and as usual i love it because i can just watch movies all day long. and nobody nags because i wake up at 12 or 1 and sleeps at 4 to 5 almost everyday.

then. still thinking about long distance r/l. its like i always think about it and i feel so so sad and i just dont know who to talk to. so anyway days ago i talked to one of my friend about it. i mean i thought she would understand 'cause she gone through ldr herself. but then..i dont know. i mean yea she gave me her opinion and all that stuff which is great and i appreciate it really. but its like..she doesn't get me you know.. i mean she's so practical and all. and also..i realised that in her r/l, she's the one who always go away..so maybe that's why she just doesnt get me. but then again..i'm dont even know in details about her r/l so i dont know lah.

If everything works out, then he'll go away in about..hmm around 3 weeks. shits.
i mean i'm supposed to be happy for him right? like thats what he really wants and all. but i'm not happy at all. yes i'm selfish and i dont care!! and no one is allowed to judge me.