school sucks. it's been almost 3 weeks since school starts and i still can't get the hang of it.

i've been trying hard to concentrate and listen to what Jason was saying during lecture(instead of dreaming and you know..looking at him) but obviously i failed. i was kinda successful during the first part of Wednesday's lecture and i was quite proud of myself HAHA but during the starting of the 2nd hour..i started to dream and so i got lost-er than i already was. and i was completely lost during tutorial today. how great.

then i hate the timetable this sem because i can only wear slipper once a week!!!! what is this??!!!
i have labs like 4 times a week. so sadd :(

then. i am in the same class with some..annoying people..and not in the same class as caroline for the first time in 2 years! and not even in the same class as Leep!! instead i got Pengghee again.i've been in the same class as him since...like forever. since year1sem1 btw. so i have no one to depend on now. and hence that explains why i still can't get a hang of school yet. so it looks like i have to start studying on saturdays. this is the first time in my life i feel so panicky because i realise i just cant understand whats going on during Rtechb. and this is just the beginning! i can't depend on anybody anymore!! i'm so sad. oh man i'm such a leecher.

okay so today was pretty tiring. so i skipped Revelations class eventhough today is the last session! i'm so bad.!! then why are there so many irritating people during LAST lecture? hmm i wonder why.HAHA.

what else. Jeffrey's decided that he's going to get a degree. he wanted to go to some private uni here but apparently Singapore is just hmm..what's the word ah..retarded?hahaha very limited vocab.anw they just don't offer the degree that he wants. so he decided to go to Aussie. so well. so okay la. i dont know whats going to happen to us if he really go away because...if there's one thing that i don't believe in..it's got to be long distance relationship. i won't do LDR. NEVER!! hmm. maybe i should join him after i graduate. wohoo. how exciting!! but i dont feel like studying anymore. but how am i supposed to survive with the measle amount of pay that i get from only having a diploma??!

is it possible that maybe 30% of the freshmen live around bedok? or have to take 69 to school?? the queue was madness!! like it went all the way to the pathway beside the hawker. some more my classes start at 9 almost everyday. sigh. why am i always complaining? i think i have to be grateful for whatever i have now.

going for Global Day of Prayer on Sunday!! i'm quite excited :D anybody want to join me?