feel better about everything now.yay :)

anyway i'm so teary today.you know i checked my mailbox, then there this letter from some buddhist society which is like for my grandpa..then i almost cry when i saw it :(
oh i received two of my stickers/memo sheets packages today. oh yay.they arrived safely so i'm happy! oh other than that..my sis is engaged! hehe no link.

hmm should i go back to Indo?! how.my mom and grandma keep on bugging me about it so annoying!! okay..i'll list out the advantages & disadvantages of going back.

advantage(s):
-get to stay with my nephew!
-can go around and find cheap stickers(!!!!!!!!!!!!)
-can avoid my mom & grandma nagginess(?)
-can become smarter haha!! what freak
-can hang out with my crazy cousins and auntiess

disadvantages:
-will miss Jeffrey very very badly
-very hard to come online so..thats very bad (very good for my online shopping addiction though)
-will be bored because all my sisters will be here
-i dont really want to go back

how?! i mean i really dont feel like going back..but whenever i think about the stickers that i can buy...oh my..i cant take it.haaha.