i really hate it when somebody force/pressure me to do things that i don't want to do.
i mean of course i have my own reason for not wanting to do it.
and also, you're part of the reason why i don't want to do it.
grr.

oh yeah exam's over. actually not so excited 'cause i've been slacking since..er..before exam starts. haha

anyways.went to peng ghee's house after exam to have steamboat. his dog is damn cute!! so unlike the owner.!after that i slept like a pig on his sofa. wah i love his sofa.wanted to bring it home but obviously cannot right. so just slacked and we gambled and i lost everything. i really have no talent in gambling. and when walking to the bus stop to go home, i realised that his house is really near to Jeffrey's. wanted to stop by but he's not home so yeah..

so i'm glad that everything's over. now i can play whenever i want without having to feel uneasy. and also. i guess the problem's solved.so yeah. everything worked out alright and i'm quite thankful for that.

so.. it's time to play now. yayyy.

it feels like as if the exam's over.
die la how..??!! i'm so lazy to study.
and lately, i keep on missing Jeffrey.
i don't like it when i'm like that.

okay yay.so mbio's over! and i planned to slack during the weekends.haha
anyway i think mBio was quite okay.except for the fact that there's not enough time la
annoying leh.i really hate it when i have to rush through exam
but then again i got to talk and had a close up view of jason. so..everything's okay.


so okay. i guess my problem i kinda solved..and honestly i don't feel guilty for what i did.
which is super crazy because i should be feeling guilty.
but then i feel guilty because i dont feel guilty you know. weird i know.
anyway i'm very ashamed of myself because i was being such a coward when i was handling the problem but then again.sigh.

met jeffrey just now and we fought(?) and it's been so long since we fought like that.
its really weird. i mean, how can you love and hate a person so much at the same time? very cliche but it's so true.
i can't imagine myself being married to him really. and i told him that just now. after he heard it both of us just laugh and laugh and laugh. we're so weird.
it's kinda freaky how jeffrey can make me angry.it's like he can controls my mood man. and he's the only one that can do that.
anywaysss. i want to eat ice creammmm.

finally i finished uploading all these picturess! my goodness it's damn hard to upload pictures on blogspot 'cause it's damn sloww. anyway these are the pictures from my CNY trip.



okay this is nothing la actually just trying to show you the flood in indo haha!

So anyway do nothing on the first day in Indo 'cause when we reached it was quite late already. and because of the flood, we were caught in the jam.so it took us 2 hours+ to reach home. not bad la not so long. my uncle was caught in the jam for 12 hours.! hahaha how sad is that. so on the 2nd day, we went for dim sum breakfast and went to my aunt's house to..do what?i also dont know.but then we end up feeding and playing with their kois and testing foods that're going to be served during her open house.

yeah that's us sitting and feeding the kois
sisters playing in my aunt's salon (inside her house) but then it's not ready
yet.i wasn't there because i was taking my job as a food tester seriously.HAHA!!

So this year reunion dinner was at J.W Marriott. the food was okay but

the desserts were superb!

My godma and me la obviously.have the brighter version but i dont want to put it up cause of...personal reason haha!

i've been wondering whether i'm making the right decision or not.
and really i can't talk to anyone about this simply because this whole thing is too crazy.
well..i tried to talk to one of my friends about this actually..but then..lets just say you'll really know who your real friends are when you're in trouble.
so i really dont know whether my decision is correct or not.i hope i wont regret it because..urgh..i got a feeling that i'll regret it.
i realise i came up with this decision because i;m very selfish.and heartless apparently. but then what other choice do i have? this is too crazy.

anyway. Valentine's was okay. Jeffrey brought me to clark quay and we ate at breweks. the food sucksss btw. so after that we bought ice cream because i insisted on eating it eventhough i was super full. ahaha after i finished eating i wanted to puke damn badly.shouldn't be greedy i tell you. then we just walked and stared and the bungee jumping thing, jeffrey wanted to try it but i dont want to 'cause i'm scared i will pee in my pants. so that's it. nothing special but i was happy :D
and for that.. i can't do my MCT term test.

i'm so screwed this time round,
and i have no one to turn to.

okay so..i'm back in the island of clean toilets and annoying shits(like school).
you know when i went back..i thought that 9 days are long enough for us to stay in Indo, i even thought 9days were too long.but then well i was obviously wrong because as usual time flies like an ass.
so i enjoyed myself very much in Indo because i purposely forgot that i still have to study cause my exams are coming.so yes i didn't study at all when i was in Indo.i didn't even touch the notes!! and i'm starting to regret it now...but well whatever i don't really care actually.
okay anywayy the flood in Indo was bad.the flood was 160cm in some places.how crazy is that! they're like taller than me!!(ok lots of things are but yeah)
i will update more about CNY in Indo when i get the pictures hahaha so for now..i just have to finish out my assignment..zzz.so annoyinggg