I've been thinking about death a lott ever since my grandpa passed away..and i abhor it to the max my goodness.seriously.I'll think about my grandpa like what the hell is he doing now or where is he now to be exact and whether God really exists or not and what will happen when I die and where will i go and how does it feel to be like..dead.It's a very morbid thought i know but i really can't help it.and after i think about all those shits I'll start to cry because thinking about death alone really scared the shit out of me and after that I'll cry myself to sleep.

how sad is that really?

anyway.back to the reality.i can't find anything on mouse's immune response!?! how irritating.even if there's any article, i don't understand what the hell are they talking about.I'm really sad and stupid.

And i want to meet Jeffrey so badly =( He's working now so like we can only meet once a week!!!
damn damn sad.

the weather these days are like freaking shit.it's hot right now like seriously.we need some cooling rain now really.my goodness i think my fats are melting inside my body now (which is good)but then they won't get out of the body because we i go to the air-con roon the fats starts to harden again.HAHA wth i'm just crapping..sorry i'm just a bit pissed because there's like no article on the damn mouse's immune response.grrrrrrr