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Saturday, June 9, 2007

I feel scared for my grandpa
I know he's scared of dying
I wondered what was he thinking of before he passed
and i wonder how's my grandma doing (and thinking)
they've been fighting for like forever so i really wondered whether the fought before all these things happened (and whether they've made peace after that)
I just feel so damn weird inside
I kinda expected this before i called my mama but then again of course i wished that i was wrong

The last words that i said to my grandpa was take care..and thats like about 2 weeks ago.
shit seriously i don't even know what i'm trying to say here but everything is just jumping around in my mind now and i know whatever i typed here doesnt make sense but seriously i dont really care because i just need to let it all out.
and i was looking through pictures and i realise i never took any picture with my grandfather.can you believe that? I've been living with my granpa for almost my whole life because he always stay with my family and i never took any picture with him? what is this seriously.

shit.

12:23 AM